Its not about the distance , but the perserverance

I am running away from reality, as fast as i could,
and trying not to look back, so as to prevent my eye from tearing.

Friday, September 30, 2011
Last blogged @

Its Friday ! Its office day today ! Everyone was like being sent down to the office !! For damn reason !
Lols . Went Little India with MeiHwa & bee ! Currently check in at home ! Hee
Nothing much ! Haha ! I heard his name today again ! NO WORRIES ! I'm fine!
Made MrTanKokKwang angry today ! O.o
Later write letter give him! haha

I put my faith in " you " and not in others , for no power is greater than " Yours " . No one else can do the impossible in my life but " You "
There are manu situations in which I am depending on " You " to do the impossible to fix things or else to transform my circumstances.
Grow my faith to trust that until it's time to go to be with " You " in eternity , " You " will take care of me here on earth.

" Your Faith Should Not Be In The Wisdom Of Men.
But In The Power Of God " .

Corinthians 2:5

Thursday, September 29, 2011
Last blogged @

Had a great & awesome day with all my cliques ! went lunch @ hougang mall . Shabu shi Steamboat ! We eat and eat as if we didnt eat for 4 , 5 month like that.

We laugh , we joke , we play & we eat . I'm happy that i have them ! <3

We went library & saw SongHockKhim ! hahaha ! Funny

Now text-ing Tsz ee . Like so long never contact liao then now suddenly contact ! but fine lor , we're chatting fine ! haha ! wth ! Nothing much to post today . Time do flies ! its friday tomorrow already wth ! Lastly , I wanna say out loud I LOVE GDAJ

I know the faith is not enough , but i also have to act on my faith. Even now i rejoice over the

things I am trusting " you " to do in my life. I have faith in " your " word ; help me to take

action on what " You " teach me in it. I choose to believe that " you " always hear my prayers

and will answer them. Help me to act on that faith by not growing anxious about how everything is going to turn out in my life.

You see then that a man is justified by works, and not by faith only

James:2.24

Wednesday, September 28, 2011
Last blogged @

Check in @ home <3 . Coughing & Sneezing !

Finally calm down after so many days . Ya its my fault . Although i wasn't the first person to throw temper but its my fault in the first place. Nothing much . Heehee. I was happy now , happy with whatever i have , happy with who is with me . Sometimes she was the one putting on show , and the pathetic thing is no one knows , i may be angry in the first place but i learn something , WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND . Especially loves to put on shows infront of "B" " S", then in the end i am always the one that is attitude problem , princess temper , I DONT EVEN bother to explain ! Because even if i explain they also dont believe so i stay silent. I'm not saying that i'm perfect but just feel that she is so good at acting ! At first i will be angry & sad when she is acting & all the audience believe but recently i realise there's alot of things i stopped complaining , i stop being angry because i found out that how angry & sad i am also no one knows execpt for "him" so no point being angry . So yeah.

The Prayer of faith will save the sick , and the lord will raise him up.

And if he has commited a sins , he will be forgiven

Sunday, September 25, 2011
Last blogged @

'' Help me to believe with doubt that You are my healer and deliverer .

Help me to have faith that you will never leave me for forsake me . My Faith

in you has saved me for eternity. May my faith in you be big enough to save me from

myself now ''

~ Luke 7:50

I choose to let go . Because holding on is tiring , I dont wanna be so tired anymore .

Although i may be misunderstand , or i may misunderstand people its all going to end.

Keep on with all this misunderstanding when is it going to end ?

He used to be the one that dotes me , the one that always listen to me , the one that cares for me bt now we seems to be like drifting drifting drifting. Far far apart. I dont know why either ... Maybe drifting is a better choice... It makes me easier to leave.

Saturday, September 24, 2011
Last blogged @

I didn't know what was happening to me this few days , maybe unbalance .

UNBALANCE . This was the word that had never leave my story after i give prior notice to ask it to leave .

Yeah ~ as usual i was unbalance because of her ! Everyone was like giving me a face or attitude that i did something wrong . What did i do wrong ? Seriously what did i do wrong , what makes you all treat me with such attitude. I cannnot say that i put in 100 % of heart in to do things well but i can say that i TRIED ! But seems like i was the one with attitude problem always , the one that is lazy . The one that like to mind business ! Seriously , i have been controlling myself for quite alot of times & I succeed . But just this time i tell myself that i can but i failed. Because the its really too hard for me to forget this feeling.
No matter how hard i tried , i still cant reach the standard they requested to stay by their side.

It really hurt . It hurt . It hurt . It hurt.

Till now , the heart is dead .

No more feeling . No more Emotional . No more warm .

Disclaimer

Hey Readers & Stalker ,
Take note here alright , Backstabbers , liars please
kindly fuck off from here . As you are not invited here.

Profile

ZOE ♥ 翁楚儿 .
Thats my name , chocalates is her healing pill .
Fondly in Love with JAY CHOU &
Kim JongHyun .
Give me your wishes on every 23February.
Loveee me & i'll love you 100x ,
Hate me & i'll hate you .

Tagboard

Affiliates

Gracia Sandy Link Link Link Link