Its not about the distance , but the perserverance

I am running away from reality, as fast as i could,
and trying not to look back, so as to prevent my eye from tearing.

Friday, December 31, 2010
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Back to update blog.

Well happy new year everyone.

New Year wish is Study hard hard.

hahashahas.

Jiahao they are still at Malaysia will be back in an hour time.

Sorry kor you ask me what happen but i choose not to tell you .

This is between me and him so i think i can handle it myself no worries.

Yesterday night receieve a phone call from Kat .

She hope that i can let JingYuan GO. I didnt know actually how to answer her but i remain silent.

SHe than told me alot of things i actually dont know about Him. So in the end i told her .

Well see mah jingyuan this is how much she love you. The person you should promise and treasure is her not me..

Hope you 2 last long. Although you will only know whats happening 1 hour later after you on you phone. but i am sorry for not telling you straight on face.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010
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Seriously currently have this attitudde in my mind.

I have a Mother that don't take care of me since young.

When i am first born sell me away to a family that is going migrate to other country ,

guess what for how much you know $7000 and i am lucky enough to have

a good ah ma , cousins , aunty , uncle , father to raise $10 000 to take me back.

Since Young the 3 of us are like nobody wanted children. Lastly finally

My aunty and uncle took me home and showered me with love.Give me whatever thing i want.

Sister stayed with my Another uncle and aunty. Cousins took good care of her and showerd her with love. Provide every single thing for her.

Brother stayed with my grandma. Staying in a home that have no young all elderly.

No one have a heart 2 heart talk with him before. So in the end he begin to seek people attention by not behaving well in school and at home . All he get at home is no longer love but

scolding and beating . That makes him feel that everyone is loooking at him. So he becames

better. Time passes thing seems to be back to old usual times.

When he went to primary school everything change. No one care about him everyone simply just dont care about him. He became more and more rebellous. Until the principal and security guard know him. Secondary school he became more and more rebellious. Smoking , gum , scolding teachers , bully in school , stealing . Given up himself at home. Because no one cares for him anymore. he began to hate this family. Keeping everything to himself and his communication with the family is just MONEY MONEY AND MONEY. Because last time what he need is noot money is ATTENTION & LOVE from the family.

But no simply just care. he given up nothing can change him anymore.

Since Young the 3 of us are like no parent's children. Letting people look down in school

... because we have no paren'ts we have no friends. They will often say

"i dont wanna make friends with nobody parent's children."

So when there is someone who is willing to be friend with them they will treat them to the fullest.

My Mother never celebrate a single birthday with me . Not even a birthday wishes

Well. Until today.

In my friends eyes i am still a nobody wanted child.So i must be independent.No matter wad happen i wont drop a single tears easily.

When i am young i am like so happy that we will have dinner together but in the end
they will quarrel quarrel and quarrel.

Till today she cheated my cab fare 2 times.
So everyone is telling me no matter what happen she is still my mother that cant change but
in this world there is this type of mother that CHEAT your own daughter.

Signing Off

Zoe Ong Chu Er.

Sunday, December 26, 2010
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Update ! Update ! Update ! I'm back to update.

haha.

Currently at SimsAvenue w Jasper .

The 2 of us alone at Sims.

The rest are all out.

Yeah.

Sianx just finish watching movie.

TORO very handsome !!! But Arron Yan more handsome hao ma.

Really no time to enjoyed life liao.

Sian Last week dont have chance to see my boss.

nevermind so long as my heart got him can liao.

Well. Find this picture for damn long 2 hour hao ma

Dear yesterday night ask me this question. So Decided to go look for this picture.

WHAT IS LOVE ? dear i also dont know ley. I think ok . Think liao than tell you.

hahahas. Jasper is sleeping.omg. Keep SleepSleepSleep.

hahas... Finally had a heart to heart talk with Dear ytd night.

Dear no worries k . I am here for you.

Well Tomolo is me and dear de 1month. hahas. i am waiting.

.... happy...happy. Sorry arh dear 1 month can spend with you but

2nd month i promise ok. iloveyou/.

In my heart you are third place 5th place ok.

Dont sad la . 5th place but equally important as them.

ILOVEYOU.

Regards,

ZoeOngChuEr

Saturday, December 25, 2010
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Well Christmas are over .

Yesterday was like dont feel like posting so didnt post. So Posted today.

Wth. Well come on 8 more days to enjoyed life.

Going back to school in eight more days.

Wth. Weijie not same school with us liao cause he tranfer to other school

Sianx. Gonna Study hao ma... But i am in for ART

With totally no interest in it. Seriously Art Better than D & T luh

Hahas, Heard next year changing form techer. Haahahs Well Done.

But Mr Goh say Mr.Muru teaching For elements of business. WTH

Dont want can mah. Wth.

Tomolo meeting James they all for Movieee. But not confirm yet.. hahas.

wth. Sianzx. Well baby are working hard hard. jiayou k. i support you.

You have me there for you. hahas. Yesterday baby work till 5 plus

than meet Seves , Jiahao, Sky , YiXiang,Jerry. Enjoyed lor they all.

Wth. Sian. But recently baby mood swing swing swing.

Keep Giving Attitude.. Than i will always shoot back you today come PERIOD ar.

Hahas But OverAll He Is Sweet Hao ma.

ThATS why i love him isn't it. hahs.

Well baby although i dont know the reason why you mood swing swing swing but

baby i know whats going on k. I am here for you. Like What You say

YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME NO MATTER WE ARE STEAD ANOT.

What a great friend , brother , BOYFRIEND. ILOVEYOU.

Ok Shall End Here going call dear dear liao.bye.

Signing Off

Zoe Ong Chu Er

Wednesday, December 22, 2010
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Back Posting. 29253 2 years ! He is inside for the freaking 3 days liao.

Wonder how is his life in there. Able to come back to school next year ?

Haiz. Totally no news from you... No matter what is it just take good CAare in there ya.

Wasnt Supposed to have this type of feeling now but what ?

Things are like turning me Invisible .

She treat me well but what do i have this type of feeling towards her ?

I know i am not supposed to do that. But why ?

Because i know that is not for me and its for her ?

I dont really neeed those things but just want the old usually feeling back.

Signing Off

ZoeOngChuEr

Monday, December 20, 2010
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Super Dislike people who likes to act infront of others . Treating someone good just because others are around. What A Joke Of The Day

Sunday, December 19, 2010
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Just wake up not long ago. Back to post. lolz. Sian lah. boring.

Should i go home soon. Cause Ah bee say actually boss dont like me stay there.

Say what waste his money and sorts of things. lols. Sianzx.

Maybe going home bah. WTH.

Tomolo meeting Joey GO moris school buy books. lols.

sian la.

Signing Off

Zoe.OngChuEr

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Back to Update my Dead Blog.

Went Plaza Sing with HuiMin and Ah Bee. Was back to Sims Around 6.40P.m..

Currently at Office lor. using comp and chatting in facebook with Veron.

hahas. Yesterday great talk with SandySaiLuoaPua. Haiz. Sleeping Soon .

Bye Post tomolo. Going Back and Sleeping Soon

Signing OFF

ZoeOngChuEr Hearts 230296

Is this what i want.?

Saturday, December 18, 2010
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Okay Post alittle . hahas. Yesterday happy happy cause finally got to see my boss after 1 week .

Today Nothing Much morning went for Open

Visit . Yeah. WeiJie Jiayou hor. ok fine. Sianz.

To My Dear : TanJingYuan

Can We Still Hold On to What we promise at first ? Hardly .

I happy with the life i am having last time but after 28November2010 i hardly see the laughter i am having

infornt them . I totally dont know what you are thinking anymore.

Rather Than Both Of Us not happy why not end it. ? Sorry I cant face you now i need alittle time.

Thursday, December 16, 2010
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Time Passes supa duper fast. So fast tomolo is Friday liao.

Today Super Shag lor. haiz. Out of a sudden think about Awake again.

I also Donnoe why ley. hahas.

Boring Sio. Nothings happening recently. Was like All alone nah..

hahas. Wtf....

29253 where are you ? Dont want post le no mood post.

Bye

Signing Off

ZoeOngChuEr ending Her Fucking Life Soon

Wednesday, December 15, 2010
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♥15/12/2010♥

Hellos I am Back to Report. Hahas. Just nao went Bugis with

SandyTan bought quite lots of stuff than headed back to SimAvenue.

Nothing Much but at train-ed call Mr Tan . Williem Tan. He so Smart Siah

He Totally Know Whats Happening Outside The School Lor. Like Awake .

Oh my God. Cannot Siao Siao liao at outside. hahas.I very Guai de ok.

Among all i counted as most guai de ok. Hahas. Today Outing Counted as Smooth.

Hahas ... Saddies Baby Have to Work Today. Miss Him So Much at least got to see him Just nao.

haha. Haven Bought his Christmas Present... Dunnoe buy what sia. Dont buy lah.

Waste Time . jkjk. hahas.

Think can end le bah. Cause nothing to talk liao. Hahas.

Christmas Wont be Celebrating with Frenx

Cause its a Saturday will be at SimAvenue. hahas.

ok lah really shall end liao. Very No Mood. Hhahas.MoodSwing.

Signing Off

Zoe (L) TanJingYuan since 28November2o1o , 11.55pm

"When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place."

Tuesday, December 14, 2010
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Back Posting. Wake Up at 7am than Went out than Breakfast than back to Sims Again.

Meeting up with SandySaiLuaoPua later on. Up to Bugis. YA. hahas. Tired.

Yesterday went to Universal Studio. Fun , Exciting , Nice and TIRED.

Lots of Walking and Stuff. Didnt play lots of stuff but fun lah.

hahas.

Messaging Dear . He Sleep Supa late and now i am asking him to wake up because i am super bored.

hahas. Miss Him much. Wonder how he look like liao so long no meet him le. 1 mth reaching soon. jyjy.

ahas. ITOUCH ! ITOUCH ! ITOUCH !

hahas. PIZAP i love it. nice.

REPUNZEL i wanna go watch. Must wait for Huimin go watch together.

hhas. Sianz Luh. Bored.

I promise Dear i wont do it again but after his permission i am gonna do it now.

LeeHongWei If you are that not happy with me , just come dont talk so xialan with me. knn very ehsai arh at outside prove to me i wanna see how ehsai u r infront of me. eh i waiting.

Thanks Dear cause i really cant take it liao so request from him for the last time..

Signing Off

ZoeOngChuEr (L) TanJingYuan on 281110

"When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place."

~ Unknown

Saturday, December 11, 2010
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To My Dearest Boy : TanJingYuan

Where are you now ? 1 day 3 hours already. You haven been contacting me.

Sorry Dear , i admit that it is my fault but Dear Please Dont leave me alone anymore.

Its my fault that i never treasure you. Never Treasure the Boy that is alway there when tears are rolling down.

Never treasure the shoulder that the boy is always providing when she is tired.

Never Treasure the boy that bring her to the beach just to see her smile again.

Never Treasure You hug , kiss and Hands.

Sorry Dear. I am sorry. I promise that this things wont happen again.

No Matter What Happen I Do Love You

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Things are turning more and more complicated.

Friday, December 10, 2010
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♥ Random ♥

Lols. Friday.
Nothing much to post . Sianz. TanJingYuan was like keep complaining to people that i got no time for him. Meeting him on thursday i think.

Saturday, December 4, 2010
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Back postting liao. Sianz.Typical sunday lah . Hahas nothing much to post today. Samesame nah. Yesterday sleep at 2am. Boring Bodoh. Watching korean show. He is damn handsome ok mah. Ha but My Baby moRE Handsome... Finally manage to have a nice and good talk with him hao mah. So Long liao. Tired.

MyBaby Yesterday very guai go home very early love you zillion time. I see you changing already my dearest.

Miss My bestie alot. Sandytansiewhui , Graciatanbaoyi ... Meetup soon kay.

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Random P:

Back to post alittle ya. hahas. Sianz bodoh. Nothing much to post. Baby i miss you !
Sianz

Friday, December 3, 2010
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Ok back to post. Sianx. Holiday cui bodoh. sian. next week going UNIVERSAL STUDIO !!!! MY dream outting !!!!!

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