'' Help me to believe with doubt that You are my healer and deliverer .

Help me to have faith that you will never leave me for forsake me . My Faith

in you has saved me for eternity. May my faith in you be big enough to save me from

myself now ''

~ Luke 7:50

I choose to let go . Because holding on is tiring , I dont wanna be so tired anymore .

Although i may be misunderstand , or i may misunderstand people its all going to end.

Keep on with all this misunderstanding when is it going to end ?

He used to be the one that dotes me , the one that always listen to me , the one that cares for me bt now we seems to be like drifting drifting drifting. Far far apart. I dont know why either ... Maybe drifting is a better choice... It makes me easier to leave.