I am running away from reality, as fast as i could,
and trying not to look back, so as to prevent my eye from tearing.
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Last blogged @ 6:56 AM


Seriously currently have this attitudde in my mind.



I have a Mother that don't take care of me since young.

When i am first born sell me away to a family that is going migrate to other country ,

guess what for how much you know $7000 and i am lucky enough to have

a good ah ma , cousins , aunty , uncle , father to raise $10 000 to take me back.




Since Young the 3 of us are like nobody wanted children. Lastly finally

My aunty and uncle took me home and showered me with love.Give me whatever thing i want.




Sister stayed with my Another uncle and aunty. Cousins took good care of her and showerd her with love. Provide every single thing for her.




Brother stayed with my grandma. Staying in a home that have no young all elderly.

No one have a heart 2 heart talk with him before. So in the end he begin to seek people attention by not behaving well in school and at home . All he get at home is no longer love but

scolding and beating . That makes him feel that everyone is loooking at him. So he becames

better. Time passes thing seems to be back to old usual times.

When he went to primary school everything change. No one care about him everyone simply just dont care about him. He became more and more rebellous. Until the principal and security guard know him. Secondary school he became more and more rebellious. Smoking , gum , scolding teachers , bully in school , stealing . Given up himself at home. Because no one cares for him anymore. he began to hate this family. Keeping everything to himself and his communication with the family is just MONEY MONEY AND MONEY. Because last time what he need is noot money is ATTENTION & LOVE from the family.

But no simply just care. he given up nothing can change him anymore.




Since Young the 3 of us are like no parent's children. Letting people look down in school

... because we have no paren'ts we have no friends. They will often say

"i dont wanna make friends with nobody parent's children."

So when there is someone who is willing to be friend with them they will treat them to the fullest.




My Mother never celebrate a single birthday with me . Not even a birthday wishes




Well. Until today.

In my friends eyes i am still a nobody wanted child.So i must be independent.No matter wad happen i wont drop a single tears easily.




When i am young i am like so happy that we will have dinner together but in the end
they will quarrel quarrel and quarrel.

Till today she cheated my cab fare 2 times.
So everyone is telling me no matter what happen she is still my mother that cant change but
in this world there is this type of mother that CHEAT your own daughter.
Signing Off
Zoe Ong Chu Er.


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